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Name: Brian
Birthday: 6/12/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: Life
Expertise: Web Design
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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MSN: bawitnet@hotmail.com


Member Since: 10/31/2003

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Friday, December 19, 2008

beLIEve

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Elect the Dead
By Serj Tankian
Beethoven's Cunt
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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Your Results:

The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.

Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking.

1. Secular Humanism  (100%)
2. Unitarian Universalism (96%)
3. Nontheist (90%)
4. Liberal Quakers (87%)
5. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (85%)
6. Theravada Buddhism (78%)
7. Taoism (75%)
8. Neo-Pagan (71%)
9. Sikhism (66%)
10.Mahayana Buddhism (63%)
11.New Age (61%)
12. Orthodox Quaker (57%)
13. Reform Judaism (55%)
14. Hinduism (48%)
15. Scientology (48%)
16. New Thought (47%)
17. Seventh Day Adventist (45%)
18. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (44%)
19. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (43%)
20. Jainism (41%)
21. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (40%)
22. Bahá'í Faith (36%)
23. Eastern Orthodox (28%)
24. Islam (28%)
25. Orthodox Judaism (28%)
26. Roman Catholic (28%)
27. Jehovah's Witness (22%)

According to Belief-O-Matic


Thursday, March 29, 2007

Taking back Control

My life has been on the side burner for a the past couple months. I've been struggling with domestic issues, stress, and having to constantly defend my family (including myself) from social and physical threats everyday. Its been very stressful, and filled with many surprises; I still am uncertain what the future holds - but I know one thing, I must continue to prevail. I really don't want to talk about it.

I soon was thinking of the people around me more than myself. Which is not a bad thing - its always good to be thoughtful, its just I really haven't accomplished many goals I have set for myself. As of today, i'm going to change the person I have become (in these short months) and finish what I have gradually started.

I will be more true to myself, and stop hiding behind a cloud of doubt and uncertainty. I want to let people love me for me, because love is unconditional. I also want to go after what my heart desires and stop waiting in the moment. I want to take more risks, and "wear my heart on my sleeve" and truthfully say how I feel, without feeling ashamed of it. All this and more. Its never a "whole" that is at fault but the individual.

I will change.
I will live.

Currently Reading
River Out of Eden: A Darwinian View of Life (Science Masters Series)
By Richard Dawkins
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

My Bloggin' Future

Recently I have been using my Last.FM account to post blogs, mainly focusing on music in general (which can be found here http://www.last.fm/user/bawitback) But in the coming future I plan on blogging on my current stuggles and victories with life. Topics on college, work, relationships, religion, independence, politics and other issues. At the time being, I still must resolve my own problems i'm facing. I have in mind to use WordPress for my upcoming entries instead of Xanga.

-bawitback
Currently Reading
The Blank Slate: The Modern Denial of Human Nature
By Steven Pinker
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Saturday, January 06, 2007

Moon


Yesterday I went outside for a chance to steal the moon
I tried to grasp it in my hands, when it turned away
as the light began to beam, I did not know where to go
all my feelings turned to shame, for what I have tried to do

As morning began I thought how the sky may have felt
taking away every feeling it once understood
Words began to crumble as I fell down

The next morning I had a dream shining though my eyes
that the moon would understand just how I felt inside
every ray of my intentions, seeing though all my fears
foreign light would reflects every pain I ever knew

but

The last night I went outside for a chance to steal the moon
the sky was screaming glass shards that would tear me into two
the moon has left my side; dim, dark, and alone.
There is nothing I can do, I have brought this to myself
now the moon lives alone never to come out.

-me
Moon [01/01/07]

originally posted on myspace
Currently Reading
The God Delusion
By Richard Dawkins
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