| | My life has been on the side burner for a the past couple months. I've been struggling with domestic issues, stress, and having to constantly defend my family (including myself) from social and physical threats everyday. Its been very stressful, and filled with many surprises; I still am uncertain what the future holds - but I know one thing, I must continue to prevail. I really don't want to talk about it.
I soon was thinking of the people around me more than myself. Which is not a bad thing - its always good to be thoughtful, its just I really haven't accomplished many goals I have set for myself. As of today, i'm going to change the person I have become (in these short months) and finish what I have gradually started.
I will be more true to myself, and stop hiding behind a cloud of doubt and uncertainty. I want to let people love me for me, because love is unconditional. I also want to go after what my heart desires and stop waiting in the moment. I want to take more risks, and "wear my heart on my sleeve" and truthfully say how I feel, without feeling ashamed of it. All this and more. Its never a "whole" that is at fault but the individual.
I will change.
I will live.
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| | Posted 3/29/2007 11:48 PM - 44 Views
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